OMFG, GEN SO COOOLZZ.

2009-12-13T02:10:00.003+08:00

Haiiiiiii, very tired nao. :<
Have to go visit my grandparents tomorrow, can't go out, phhft.
So today, was supposed to wake up @ 1130am, but overslept,
as usual, hahah, woke up at 2plus, usual timing.
Went to bathe and everything, bussed down to parkway.
Met Gab and Cheri there first, sat outside macs
and painted our nails, hehezz, so naice, but only my
left hand iz painted, oh wells, hahaha.
The wind at parkway today was omfg, sibeh shiokcore. (Y)
Then after that, Zain and Alec came to meet us.
Went to sit with Leroy and Myrza for awhile.
Then went up with Gab, Cheri, Zain and alec for L4D2. :>
Played for an hour, kept dying, hahaha, then Kush came!
After lan, cabbed down to the sk8park.
Fought with john marie for awhile, but everything's okay now.
Then yeah, just slacked with BJ, Eugene, Zack, Ian, Keith and Gab.
Went to eat a million times, hahah, lagoon's food iz (Y)(Y).
After that, cabbed home with Gab :)

2009-12-11T02:55:00.001+08:00

Hellllo, woke up very late today. :(
Then washed up and rushed down to the sktepk.
Hehz, then met gab, cheri, ian and bj there.
Slack slack slack slack, did nonsense.
Bj's deck hit my knee, veh painz. :(
K, then me, gab and bj cabbed home. :D
Nightzzz world.

2009-12-09T01:50:00.002+08:00

Heyzzz, woke up slightly late today.
Time check, oh god, its 3.07am.
But phhft, whatever, my body clock has issues.
My phone's spoilt, so currently uncontactable.
Couldn't contact gab all, so stayed at home.
Actually staying at home isn't that bad after all.
Hehzz, so yeah, talking to afiq on facebook nao.
And thinking about a hell lotta stuff at the same time.
Whatever, gen, get over it, argh.
Baiiiii, i hate this feeling.

Ps; One last chance, you have to make the best outta it.

2009-12-08T16:51:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday Jeremy Ian Leong!
You're finally 14, time to grow up.
May you be less annoying, yay.
Thankqvehmuch. :)

Ps; you still haven't told me what you want yet.

2009-12-08T02:21:00.002+08:00

Heylo. So today, met john marie, gab and cheri
@ parkway first, then followed by john paul and jamie.
Slacked there for awhile, saw people that sucked.
Went off to skatepark, saw the usuals, got bored.
Gab, cheri, john marie and jamie left, so yeah.
Later in the night, alec and zain came.
So did tracy and juju. :)
Went to play lan with them plus john paul.
Me, tracy and juju went back to the skatepark.
Stoned there, smoked our lives away, then yeah.
Tracy left, and juju dropped me off at park.
Am at lanz now, with alec, zain and john. :)
Was texting ben and chris, but yeah,
my phone is fucked to the core, can't on now.
Argh, annoying, stupid phone.
Hi, mummy, if you're reading this, i need a new phone, thankq.

Ps; Sara or whatever your fucking name is, don't mess with us,
or you'll get it, don't say we didn't warn you, thanks ah bitch.

2009-12-07T01:03:00.002+08:00

Haiiii, i haven't blogged in a month, i feel powerful like that.
Hehez, so yeah, today, met cheri, john paul, john marie,
bryan and gab at parkway, played 2 hours of lan, L4D2 ftw.
After that, went to buy ice cream then headed to skatepark.
Slacked there, saw the usuals, went to tampines to meet zain and alec.
Went to tampines one to slack, ran away from people.
Took a cab to gab'z house, and nao using the computer here. :)
Love you forever, like you for always.

2009-11-07T23:12:00.002+08:00

Hey heyyy.
I won't be in singapore from like tomorrow
morning till the 12th of november.
So yeah, don't call me, text me, or anything till then, okay?
Thank you. :) Won't be updating unless there's like
internet access there or something, my blog's dead
anyways, so no point, hehehe. :D
Will be christmas shopping there, yay. :)
Baiiiiiiiii, miss me.
Xoxoxo.

2009-11-03T23:34:00.001+08:00

Hiiiii, i'm too lazy to blog.
I have school tomorrow, shingz la.
I want to eat tomyum noodlezzz. :)
Baiiii.

2009-10-29T00:02:00.003+08:00

I hope i die soon, because my throat is killing me.

Blocking my windpipe so i can't breathe properly. :(

Sad case leyyyy, haven't been updating, too lazy.

Been spending alot of time with the clique, (L)

Oh, and cheri cheer up okay? I'm here for you.

So yeaaaaaaa, bye.

2009-10-25T02:38:00.000+08:00

Bloody white bitch.

2009-10-23T04:42:00.004+08:00

Bitch, take responsibility for your own fucking self,
because no one is going to take responsibility for you.
And don't you dare bitch behind my back, because
i don't care what the fuck you think about me or
what the fuck you're not happy about me, just keep
your fucking useless comments to yourself, fucking slut.
And even if i'm not pretty, i never bloody said i was,
so what the fuck talking you sia, bloody white face whore.
And so you think you're hot, popular and stuff just
because you hang around with them? And talk to him?
So you think i'm fat, okay, so? What about it?
You're that that pretty or skinny yourself either.
And so you called me a slut just because i'm ugly?
HAHAHA, do you even fucking make sense at all?
I don't give a fucking shit that you're older me and what fuck.
Whatever shit you wanna fucking say about me, think about it,
and just fucking say it to my god-damned face, i'm waiting.
You've got him on your side, so? I don't fucking give a damn,
you know why? Because he's fucking nothing, nothing at all.
He's just fucking pathetic like you, next time, don't
even bother saying stuff about me, because i don't really care eh.
K, ciao, see you in school motherfucking slutface.

2009-10-20T11:19:00.002+08:00

Everyone, hold up. And watch this space.

2009-10-20T10:57:00.002+08:00

Haiii! Swimming with the gang yesterday,
The sun was motherfucking hot as usual.
So yeah, omfg so tanned now. :) I like, hehe.
Swam swam swam, then clique came to look for us.
Slacked awhile with them, they left, we swam.
Went to bathe and took a cab home.
And cried myself to sleep, argh.
Today, probably meeting the gang @ simei. :)
We'll seeeeee, but i'm so tired nowwww.
Byeeee, gonna catch some sleep before noon comes.

Ps; Khali, Dianty, Yasmyn!!!!!! We shall high five over
people tmrw, okay okay okay? :D

2009-10-18T23:11:00.002+08:00

Kay haiiii, haven't been blogging, damn lazy uh.
Uhhh, okay, start with aldren's chalet thennn.
Uhm, wasn't that good as i expected uh, just kinda
slacked here and there, drank vodka, beer and tequila (Y)
Vodka was the sex laaaa, i think i drank too much, got
a little high and stufff, then yeah, vomited and felt like shit.
Slacked with different people throughout the night, but i
guess mostly with Haziq, Matthew, Kevyn, Ian, Jessica,
Yuki, Cheryl and Leroy, HAHAH, yupzzz.
Oh oh oh, Nick, Leroy, Marcus and Daniel couldn't
stop coming to us looking for alcohol. :( Tskk, idiotzz.
But whateverzzz uh, then tracy came to find problem with me,
settle some shit then yeah, just stayed upstairs with the gang.
Drank drank drank, fell asleep, talked nonsense to leroy.
And woke up to bathe the next morning!!!! Yayness or what?
Took a cab home, and slept until 7, went to parkway
for dinner with mummy dearest, bought stuff for chino.
Today????? Uhm, had cat class, so had to wake up early.
Was motherfucking tired, but argh, no bloody choice.
After cat class, went to parkway to buy stuff for
Talya's party, then headed off to her house.
Parents drove us to sentosa, then yeah.
Omfggggzzz, the sun was like oh-my-god-i'm-so-hot kinda hot k.
Can melt to the the core anytimeeee, gosh, i'm so tanned now.
Then played played played, screamed screamed screamed.
Disturb everyone by high-fiving over their heads with
Yasmyn, Khali and Dianty, hehehe, so funnn (Y)
Talya's parents drove me to eunos mrt, walked in.
I am soooo tired nowzzz, swimming tmr with the gang,
can't wait, i'm off to bed nowww, baiiiiz. :)

Ps; Chino says hi, HAHAHAH.
Pps; I'm sorry, i really am.

The hardest goodbyes are the ones that are
never said and never explained.

2009-10-11T18:12:00.002+08:00

LONG POST, SORRAYYEE. :(
Kay hai, i've neglected my blog, haha.
So yaaa, past few days, haven't really been studying :(
I'm very disappointed in myself btw, phhft, hahah.
So yup, uhm, thursday had chinese oral, but i kenna
some eye infection shit from god-knows-where,
so i obviously had to miss it, had mc so yeah, okay.
Friday had literature paper, oh god, hard as hell plz, can die.
After the paper, went to meet clique, yay, miss them!!!!!
Slacked for awhile, then went over to Alec's house first,
took his deck and everything, then went over to mine,
changed and stuff, cabbed over to east coast skate park.
Met John marie, Jovi, Julius and Amos there.
John paul and Cheri came later, hahaha.
Sat there, melted in the hot sun i swear.
Stayed there from 3pm till like what 10pm, phhft.
Then after that went to meet Zain and Sheeka :D
Saw lotz of people that i haven't seen in awhile, hehz.
Taunned the night with Alec and Zain, but i was dead
exhausted so i knocked out at Zain's place.
Okayyyy, so yeah, yesterday, met the clique again.
Went to town, orchard central rooftop as usual.
Was bloody fun kay, played hide and seek there, was damn dark.
HAHAH, they couldn't even find ussss cuz we damn pro plzzz. :>
KKK, then went concord as usual, chionged audition, hehehehe.
Then taunned at gab'z place! :D that slut say won't sleep,
but she knocked out at like 2am, hehehe, loser 4 lyfe!! ^^V
Then this morning, had to wake up early actually for church,
but phhhft, i'm sorry, went to meet Bryan at macs.
Waited for John marie, then Mark and John paul and Cheri.
Played pool, haha, finally, after damn long.
OH OH OH OH, and i won Bryan, yay. :>
Gabbie came soon after that, went to Marine Terrace
for awhile, slacked around there, and got free ice cream :D
Walked over to block to meet Jared that fat boy.
Slacked as usual, and i got free bubble tea from Jiao qing,
yay, i love you vair muchzz! HAHAHHA.
Rest of them went over to bryan's house, gab and i bused back.
So yaaaa, here i am, wanting to study but failing to do so.
Phhhhft, when will i ever study, as in actually study, HAHAHAH.
Oh wellz, math tomorrow, so ciaozzzz. :D
So tell me goodnight, and let it go.

Ps; Clarence, please make me a mathematician by tmrw morning plz. :(
I'll lurbe euuu 4 lyfezzz, tyvm. :>

2009-10-07T19:09:00.003+08:00

Hey, uhm, so yeah, had geog paper today.
Went to school and found out Muneera broke her leg, tsk.
Geog was okay i guess, wasn't as hard as i expected. (Y)
So ended like damn early, around 1130?
Went to block with Jamie and Muneera.
Then off to parkway for lunch @ banquet.
Met Gwen, Chermine, Dinisha, Clara, Khali and Jill there.
HAHAH so had lunch together, damn funny plz,
talking about typhoons, tsunamis alllll, hehehe.
Then after that, they sat down while Jamie and me
printed photos :D HAHAHA, i love mine, yay.
Then they all left except Muneera, haiyoh, tsk.
That girl can hardly walk but still insist on not going home.
So went macs because munz wanted to, ahah, so sat there.
Saw Ahmad, Arif and Heru, then Clarence -.- loser.
Arif and Heru decided to be nice, so had sticks, yayness.
Then met Adrian and Keith on the way, yay, so had more.
Had to walk all the way to the library, they were being annoying.
So yeah, met them there, saw Chester, Siraj, Zakir, Andrew,
Myrza, Ian goh, Ian tan, and somemore, can't remember.
Slacked with them for awhile, then walked over to block.
Met Alec, Jovi, Deon, Cheri, Jared there, drank milk :D
Then like after that Deon and Jared left, then went over
to meet John marie and John paul, was so tired after that plz.
Left soon after, dead tiredddd, swear, was suppose to meet them,
but phhft, whatever, i want dinner please! :(
Love is just like quick sand, you fall in deeper and deeper.

2009-10-05T23:32:00.002+08:00

Hello, gave school a miss today.
Had damn bad sore eyes. :(
From like, morning till now, hurts alotttt.
So yeah, went studying as usual.
Have to choing geog, so not planning to fail.
Went to meet jessica and eunice. :D
They bought some pizza, so yeah, eat it. HAHA.
Then eunice decided to entertain us with her
ever lasting loserish nonsense, haha, as usual.
Then went down to the playground, met the guys.
Play soccer then badminton! :) I likeeee, yay-ness.
Eunice left after that, and gabriel got me my tom yum!
Had dinner with jess then tutor miao xian fr awhile.
Cabbed home after that, am eating the tom yum now.
HAHAHA, how great can this get, k, not very, with
the fact that my eye is still very red and painful.
Phhft, geog on wednesday! Have to study, oh nooo.
Oh wellzzz, texting jessica and john marie noww. :D
Anyways, bye, hahaha, tsk.
Will you catch me if i fall apart?

2009-10-04T23:01:00.002+08:00

Had cat class today, woke up damn late.
So got to class later than usual, phhft.
Went there, met kimbo! HAHAH, then yeah,
class was quite interesting today, for some reason.
After class, hung around with joshua's guitar,
anne, victoria and lisa -.- Ew, she's gross, HAHA.
Was supposed to go for mass as usual, but ended
up just eating polar and going parkway with vic. :>
Met jeremy and ryan for awhile, then they left.
HHA, went borders and just sat there reading magz.
Then gab came to meet us, saw that retard girl frm sch.
HAHAHA, stared at her at her all, bloody funny manz.
She actually stopped walking halfway to stare at me.
HHAHA, omg, bloody bitchzzzzz. :<
K, then vic left, hung around parkway with gab.
Waited damn bloody long for jamie and zain, urgh.
They came, then went to borders again, stoned.
Then walked to macs, then treats. :D
Bubble tea before we all went home, oh and i owe
hakim 2 dollarzzzz. :( HAHAH, can i don't pay back? :>
K, nvmzz, damn bored now.
Baiiiiiii.

2009-10-04T00:27:00.002+08:00

Hello, went out to celebrate gab's birthday today. :>
HAHA, met Zain, Sheeka, Alec, Gab, John marie
and Chris at the library. :D Saw pierrson there too.
Yay, missed all of them so much, been quite long.
Sit down, eat, drink, talk, laugh, got scolded, tsk.
Bloody libarian damn the guailan know, haiyoh.
K, nevermind, then we left the library around 7ish.
Took 36 to town as usual, went esplanade first. [:
Went to find Yassy and Najwa at the library there.
Then went over to marina, ate long john's.
Me and gab super paiseh-ed ourselves to the max.
She dropped her clam chowder, then i laughed like hell @ her.
Then the next thing i know, i spilt my coke all over the floor,
then her turn to laugh at me, hahahahaha, bloody stupid.
Then yeah, took another bus to orchard central.
Went to the rooftop there, bloody nice view plz. ;>
All of us danced around there, and made fun of alec.
Then from there, played lan for awhile at concord.
L4d after so bloody long i tell you!
I'm still damn cool, run away from tanks.
The whole bloody time i was screaming at the screen.
HAHAH, and i startled the witch twice, accidentally.
From there, took the train home with Gab, Zain, Sheeka
and Alec, laughed like hell in the train, as usual, heh! [:
Just got home not long ago, damn bloody tired.
Have cat class tmrw, gotta wake up @ 8ish :(
I'd better go the bed soonz, or i'll be dead tired tmrw.
Baiiiiiiz.

2009-10-03T13:55:00.000+08:00

Shut the fuck up and die.
Fuck you and your useless comments.

2009-10-02T21:50:00.003+08:00

Should i have a haircut? (:

Or a bowl of tom yum!!!!!!!! (Y)

will you catch me if i fall apart?

2009-10-02T20:01:00.002+08:00

Hello, chinese was bloody hard.

I are @ jessica's house nowww.

With yuki and cheryljohnsonnnn, HAHA.

Went playground as usual, played soccer, tsk.

Whacked gabriel in the face, laughed like mad with cheryl.

Omg, as usual, fell on the floor laughing my ass offffff.

I am craving 4 some tom yum now, yay.

Bye.

2009-09-30T22:55:00.002+08:00

Hi, pls be proud of me.
I've been studying, HAHAH, yay.
I'm damn scared for chinese, geog and maths. :(
I NEED SERIOUS HELP PLS, text me, call me, anything.
And i've been sneezing non-stop, i'm cool la.
Tday, met gab, jessica, cheryl and yuki.
Had lunch, then gab went fiqry all.
Yuki's mom sent us to bedok, dropped me and jess off.
Took a bus to simei, to jessica's house.
Timothy came to jessica's house too, played the guitar
and stuff like that, studied abit, laughed like hell.
Then went down, met cheryl again, then off to
East Point fr dinner, me and jess both eat like damn slow.
HAHAHA, we coolz laaaa. :D
K, bye, english starts tmr. :(

2009-09-27T21:17:00.000+08:00

Hamiltion for the win! :D

2009-09-26T13:03:00.003+08:00

Hi, i'm at jessica's house. :)
With gab and yuki, gab's
sleeping next to me now, what a pig.
Stayed over last night, went to clarke
quay for clubbing, hahaha, eh, actually
more like drinking session, no one was
dancing la, like damn boring only.
But we had vodka and free beer (Y)
Wanted to bungey jump again :(
But yeah, after exams! Then we shall.
Oh so yeah, last night, walked around
clarke quay aimlessly for awhile,
listened to gab complain about the heels killing her,
camwhored alot, will post picz up on facebook.
Gab's partially blind now, hahahahha, yay. ^^V
Oh and stayed up till 4 plus in the morning
to watch marly and me with jessica :)
Super nice show, can never get enough of it.
Jessica's lap top is nice to type.
K bai.

2009-09-25T01:24:00.002+08:00

I'm starting to miss school a whole lot.
And i need to start studying immediately,
like now now now, if not i'll fail everything :(
And then i'll be very sad, i'll go into depression.
Because mummy won't give me money to shop
unless i pass and not retain or whateverrrrr.
I thought of retaining is scary enought, like yeah.
Kkkk, so todayyyy, met Gab as usual.
Fiqry's gang pissed me off like big time,
damn annoying, cannot stand them man.
K, then went to get helium balloons (Y)
Then cabbed to Gab's house. :)
Got there, waited for her to bathe,
read some magazines, saw damn nice clothes.
Walked to ikea for my meatballs! HAHAH.
And free potato salad ^^V
Played with everything in ikea, mygod,
We were running around everywhere,
playing with fake flowers, beds, chairs, everything
HAHAHA, so embarrassing kay, phhft. (:
Then came back to gab's house, walked to
west plaza(?) or something like that.
Then went bussed home. I'm tired,
and i need to take my medicine, okay, baiiii.

Ps; HELLO!!!! Gab, you owe me my tongue stud!!!!!
and my bubble tea, yay.

A second chance doesn't mean anything
unless you learned from your first.

2009-09-23T22:41:00.001+08:00

Should i change my blog skin? :)
Contemplating, phhft.

2009-09-23T22:26:00.002+08:00

Gave school a miss today, super major headache.
Met Gab, Jessica, Cheryl, Yuki and Eunice at macs.
Saw Ian, Kent and Nicholas there, so yeah.
Blah blah blah, met Jude, Zack and Jamie.
Went subway, ate, slacked.
Took 10 with jude and gab, ate friez on the bus. :D
Gab pulled the fry i was chewing out of my mouth,
so yeah, she got disgusted and put it back in, phhft.
Biggest retard ever, after that laughed like hell.
Jude passed me my plasters!!!! YAY, damn cute. (Y)
Slacked for tamp awhile with gab, went cotton on.
Saw many things i want nowww, will update wishlist. :)
Then bus-ed back alone, met mummy at the clinic.
Yay, i have mc for tmr too, just took medicine :(
Very drowsy, i wanna sleeppppp, k i shall.
Goodnightz world, baiiiiiiii.
You were worth the fight, but I couldn't fight forever.

2009-09-22T20:52:00.001+08:00

Hi, i'm absolutely starved to death, bye.

Ps; i need to start studying, give me some motivation plz? :)

But keep in mind that letting go isn’t the end of the world,
it’s the beginning of a new life.

2009-09-21T15:34:00.002+08:00

Had cat class yesterday,
skipped mass,
went for lunch with Jeremy, Darryl and Bryan.
Then went to lan, watched them play dota.
Met Gab there, the boys went off.
Gab and me walked around parkway for awhile.
Then went to the airport, then off to Haji.
Haven't been there in the longest time. :)
Met Gabriel, Marcus, Michael and Zack there.
Then got irritated by some angmoh sluts there,
phhft, damn annoying i swear, kept staring.
Had dinner and shishaed abit.
Then cabbed to Zack's house, ohmygod.
His house is like 20 times bigger than my house,
bloody rich kid, tsk.
Taunned the night there, knocked out, was super tired.
Woke up this morning and had breakfast ready.
HAHAH, no la, zack cooked for me, yay.
We ate all his bahkwa, shiok-core.
Then went to his music room and jammed for awhile.
Slacked, then bus-ed home with Gab and Marcus.
Am very the tired nowwwwz, might have a nap, baizx.
You know it’s love when all you want is that person to
be happy, even if you’re not part of their happiness.

2009-09-19T01:42:00.000+08:00

It’s better to just quietly miss someone,
rather than let them know and get no response.

2009-09-18T23:56:00.000+08:00

HI, I TOOK HELIUM WITH JUDE CHEONG.
Jude, are you happy now? HAHAHAHHA.

2009-09-18T23:47:00.002+08:00

I'm falling sicker and sicker each day.
Didn't go to school today again.
But yeah, went to meet Gab, Yuki,
Eunice, Jessica, Cheryl at parkway. :)
Saw John, John m, Cheri, Jared, slacked
with them for awhile, then yeah, ec-ed abit.
Then they left, then came along, Mark, Somen,
Alvin, Fiqry, Julius, Amos and Kent, then yeah,
slacked somemore, nyahahah, then went to sit down
for awhile on some counselling with uncle mark.
TSK, then saw someone that totally made my day
and ruined it at the same time, interesting isn't it?
Then everyone left except me and Gab, walked her
to katong bus stop then off to macs again to meet the
clique. :) Zain came to pick us up, urgh, scary driving
skills as usual, had a major headache because of it.
He smartly drove us to OCH, hahah, was damn scared
to go in, so yeah, stayed outside only, phhft.
Then got a ride back to parkway, ate dinner there.
Saw Nikkie, Edwin, Chris, Pierrson, Crystal.
Slacked with them, then i went home. :)
I AM VERY EXHAUSTED NOWWWW. :(
Maybe outing with Gab, yuki and jess tmr! :D
The truly painful goodbyes are the ones
that are never said and never explained.

2009-09-18T00:27:00.003+08:00

Hey, today gave school a miss.
But went to parkway to meet Gab as usual.
Hanged with her, Yuki, Haz and Jessica for awhile,
Zac and Jude came to meet us for awhile too,
then off to the airport for IT project with Joan,
Jamie, Breannice, Gab followed. :)
Sat at TCC for god-knows-how-long.
Camwhored with joan's macbook. HAHA.
Then ate organic pancakes, tasted good surprisingly.
Gab and Breannice left after that.
So yeah, started filming, joan's retarded in all the vidz.
Phhhft, that girl ah, hahah, retarded cute shit.
Kkkk, then filmed filmed filmed, then Joan went off.
Jamie and me toook ecccccc, for one hour..... OHMYGOD.
HAHAHHA, was super high, i mean S-U-P-ER.
Then went off to home, yay. :D
But here i am, at 12.35 am blogging,
when i'm supposed to be doing the project :(
PHHFT, i hate projects, enough said.
The hardest thing to do is watch
the one you love, love someone else.

2009-09-17T01:11:00.000+08:00

Why'd you have to be so cute?
Its impossible to ignore you. :D

2009-09-17T00:26:00.002+08:00

That’s the thing you never get used to it, the idea of someone being gone.
Just when you think its reconciled, accepted,
someone points it out to you and it just hits you all over again.
It’s amazing how someone can break your heart
and you can still love them with all the little pieces.

2009-09-14T00:01:00.002+08:00

Helloz, i need a more productive day.
I shall blog in points.

Missed class today because i woke up late.
Asked my mom to wake me up for mass.
Woke up late again, so i had to miss that too.
Zain picked me up, in a car, C-A-R, with sheeka, alec and gab.
Yes, he actually can drive without getting into an accident.
Went over to his house to get our gifts.
Then went over to parkway macs to eat (zain's treat ^^V)
Went to get helium balloons with gab.
Play with fart bombs while waiting for the bus to town.
Plan put-fart-bomb-into-bus-when-alighting failed. :(
Went to the esplanade rooftop as usual.
Sucked helium :D
Took ec.
Trained home but lost alec on the way.

See, don't i need a more productive day?

I agree with myself, hehe, thank you very much.

Ps: Gab! You owe me honey red tea extra pearls!!!!! :D

2009-09-13T14:04:00.001+08:00

I miss you, can you blame me for that?

2009-09-11T01:59:00.000+08:00

OHMYGOD, YOU BLOODY IDIOT YOU.

2009-09-11T01:53:00.002+08:00

Hello, okay, today went to escape with chester and andrewz.
Met them at kembangan, i was kinda late and
made them miss the train, HAHAHA, just a bloody train right, tsk.
Then took mrt to pasir ris, then bused to downtown.
Went escape then la di da di da, played played played,
chester won a rabbit and a bear, HAHAH, and he gave them to me. :D
then left escape around 7 ? :)
Andrew dropped me off at the interchange unwillingly(i forced him,)
OKAY, YAY, HAHAHAH.
So tmr, i guess with taunning with gab all :D
k la, my tongue damn pain now, disgusting fat swollen tongue.
HAHHA, k baiiiiiii.
WHY YOU SO IRRITATINGGGG.
and, i'm worried sick, bye.

2009-09-10T00:39:00.002+08:00

So okay yeah, spent the past few nights taunning,
going out with chester and andrewwww, prolly
meeting them tomorrow for escape :D
My tongue still fucking hurts like shit :(
Can barely eat properly without getting food
stuck in the bloody stud, tsk, annoying.
HAHAHA, welll, i am hungry and i'm craving for
CHAR KWAY TEOW WITH OYSTERS PLEASE! :D
Thank you very muchhhhh. :D
kkkk, bai.

YOU MAKE BREAKING HEARTS LOOK SO EASY.

2009-09-09T01:39:00.001+08:00

Would you trust someone you've known for years or someone you don't know well at all?

2009-09-08T15:58:00.004+08:00

3 years of close friendship and this is what i get from it?
Maybe its just 3 years gone down the drain.
The fact that you didn't tell me the truth hurts like hell.
So does this mean i wasn't worth the truth all along?
Well thanks a lot then, a lot, a whole bloody lot.
I shouldn't even have cared from the fucking start.
And what are the bloody messages for?
Was it suppose to make me feel better or tear me down?
From this day on, we're through, thanks for the memories.

2009-09-06T00:52:00.003+08:00

okayy.
its been a long time since i last blogged.
lazy ah.
first thing first.
i FUCKING LOST MY PHONE!!!!
BLOODY HELL!
and i pierced my tongue!
yay!
like cool only ah?
but its swollen and fucking painful now.
anyway i lost my phone while was taunning last night.
was with gab and jamie.
drank abit here and there. haha.
its the holidays man. but my phone's gone!
how great?!
but this would be a good time to lepak from my exhausting week of school.
i'm gonna go church 2morrow.
meeting adrian and jude.
and i'm contemplating whether i should go for mass.
cos i can eat the host. its hurts.
and gab had better come cos i'll be all alone when they leave. haha!
i'm tired cos its nearly 1. so
baii! (:

2009-09-01T10:27:00.000+08:00

BAYBEATS WAS THE SHITTTTT :)

2009-08-28T18:47:00.001+08:00

HI, I HAVE LINKED PEOPLE. (Y) FINALLY, AFTER A MILLION YEARS.
I'M TOO LAZY FOR MY OWN GOOD. PHHHFT.

2009-08-28T18:39:00.003+08:00

HAI, blog's been dead, JUDE'S FAULTTTT. :)
Hehehe, i'm too lazy to blogggg.
OMG, BAYBEATS TOMORROWWWWW!!!!!
YAY, kkk, bai.
hi jon! i love you veh much, :)

2009-08-23T21:54:00.000+08:00

THAT WAS SOOOO JUDE CHEONG.

2009-08-23T21:45:00.002+08:00

okay hi. haha! its been a looong tiring day today. had to wake up so early to go to con class and it was BORINGGG!!
i've got a new goal for my near future. to quit smoking. who's with me?
i know it sounds impossible but i hope i can. haha!
went for mass with ANDREA AND NATALIE! but i wasnt concentrating during mass. was texting. haha!
then went for lunch with mummy. mos burger! haha.
and i watched THE PROPOSAL yesterday! omg its so touching. i cried! hahaha.
then went for dinner with my cousins and took neoprints! (:
okay i'm dam blooodddyyy tired. and i'n not gonna do my homework.
baii!

2009-08-17T18:45:00.002+08:00

School was tiring today, very very exhausting.
Felt like sleeping most of the time, had to keep
myself awake with eyedrops, worked for awhile i guess.
After school, went to meet mark, returned his ipod.
Then waited bloody long for alec, then went to meet haz
at st pats front gate. Went to parkway for the scheme.
Didn't work, because that fucker didn't "go along".
Urghhh, worth the try though. Then alec went off to play pool.
Sat down at macs with haz, haziq, gab and jonny.
Saw naomi, sherilyn and yuki there. :)
Talked with them for awhile, then hariz came.
Walked around parkway, met john all.
Then bused home with bryan.
I ammmm hunnggrryyy nowwww.
Craving for shakerrrr friesssss. :(
Baiiiii.

2009-08-16T21:41:00.002+08:00

Hi, k, so today went for cat as usual.
Then went for mass after that with bryan, darryl, andrea
and victoria anne. (: We actually sat outside and played psp.
HAHAHA, omg, so the unholy right usss.
Then after that they went off then i went to meet nikkie, chris and crystal.
When for a smoke and slacked awhile, hahahaha.
Then they left, then met alec, mark and john marie for poolllll.
I STOLE MARK'S IPOD, :) oh yessss, no lah, haiyoh.
Then i went to aunty's house then i'm lazy to type the rest.
Blogging is such a chore nowww. :(
Baiiiiii.
argh, whatever uh, i don't care, chilidsh fuckers.

2009-08-14T21:33:00.004+08:00

HELLO, I JUST ORDERED PASTAMANIA, YOU JEALOUS NOT? ^^v
hello, i'm gonna give up on you, well, at least try to do so.
the good thing is that i dont miss you as much. :)
but what the hell do you see in herrrr, omg you retarded boy.
just make sure she doesn't replace me in your heart k, :)
that's all that matters, because what we had was special, SPECIAL.
and i dont want anything to ever change that fact, i also didn't
want anyone to ever take my place but phhft, she had to come along.
so yeah, i dont wanna bother anymore because its hurting so badddd.
but anything for you i guess, i miss you, oh noooo, i still do. :(
neverminddddd, time will tell, kkk, (L) youz veh muchzx.

2009-08-13T21:46:00.001+08:00

THAT'S IT, YOU'VE CROSSED THE LINE. THIS IS WHERE I GIVE UP.

2009-08-13T20:10:00.002+08:00

Hi, why's life so miserable nowadays.
Like seriously, i really expect more outta life then total bullshit like this.
I mean, whatttttt isssss goinggggg onnnn anymoreeeeee,
yeah, that's the problem, because, i have no idea at all.
I've figured that the best thing to do now is just give up on everything.
Yeah, sure, that sounds easy but the problem is, HOWWWW.
Okay, you know what, i wanna stop contridicting myself.
So yeah, school was fine, oh nooo, except for english, urgh.
How can i even start, first i did my work, just to make her happy.
Then she starts asking me to shut up and all, like wtf did i do.
Huh? Huh?! HUH?! And what's so messy about my hair? Urgh, blind.
K, then went to parkway as usual with bestfr, like forever going there.
Saw gab all, said hi, then went to sit with najwa and cheri.
Went to katong to find john marie, john paul and alec.
Watched them play pool, sat there and stoneddd.
Then alec, cheri, jamie and najwa left.
So was stuck with the two johns.
Walked around for awhile, then bus-ed home.
I just realised i've survived 3 days without my phone, :(
AND THANKS TO CHESTER, i am super the hungry now.
K, baiiii, gonna get myself some food.
what's the point? tell me what's the fucking point?!
just go ahead, i'm not gonna bother anymore,
whatever happened to us? everything that we had,
didn't mean a thing to you right, guessed so too.
because now, to you, everything's going great, but
have you ever spared a thought about me? no.
yeh, you said this still means alot to you, but what
are you doing to prove it, yknow what? just forget it.
i can't be bothered anymore, goodbye.

2009-08-12T19:06:00.003+08:00

Okay, the day was spent at parkway as usuallll.
Slacked with bestfriend, ally and althea at macs fr awhile.
Then went to meet gab all for a smoke.
Then went back to meet ally and althea,
walked around parkway aimlessly until they both left.
Then went back to macs, slacked with gab, denise and matthew.
Then bestfr left, then we walked around somemore.
They came over for awhile, then yeahhhh.
I have bubble tea and gummy bears! ^^V
Ps; orange gummy bears suck.
You're back at last, i would be lying to myself if i said i didn't miss you at all.
I honestly and whole heartedly do miss you very very much.
but it means nothing now doesn't it? What happened?
+++
nick, i miss you.

2009-08-12T00:10:00.003+08:00

All i do is think to myself, when this will all be over.
I’m not afraid to try again. I’m just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason.
Now all i'm counting on are the memories, memories that are slowly fading away.
And baby, the truly painful goodbyes are the one that are never said and never explained.

2009-08-11T11:04:00.000+08:00

HELLO, THIS SPACE IS BACK UP. (:

2009-07-26T20:26:00.002+08:00

Hey, its been a long tiring day..
Swear to god, exhausted now.
So yeah, had cat in the morning,
had to wake up early, Andrea waited for me outside. :D
Then yeah, went up to class. Took some pictures with Anna.
Then got scolded by the screwed teacher, totally pissed me off.
Was in a bad mood until the end of class because of it.
Walked around with Nat barefooted for fun, hahaha.
Then yeah, after class, went to meet John
Marie with Bryan and Jeremy.
Saw the cutest kitten everrrr, oh god.
It was superrrrr cuteeeeee i tell you,
like ohmygodiamsofreakingcute that kinda cute.
HAHAHA, played with it for awhile, omg.
Had the urged to just bring it home, so cute!
Kkkkk, then after that, decided to chao mass.
Went off to katong with John, Bryan and Nicholas.
Play lan for 2 hours, then met Mark and Somen there.
Then yeah, went to play pool for god knows how long.
Wasn't playing my best today, ): sucked like hell.
Then after that, went to eat curry rice ^^v
HAHAHA, then Mark, Somen and John went home.
Went to find Jeremy, Adrian all at gaming giants.
Then they went back to church.
Then went to our usual lan for another hour.
Played audi alot today, like crazy.
Hate beat rush ): can never get it right.
Nicholas left after that.
HAHAHA, then went back to find Jeremy in church.
Saw Nikkie, Chris and Hariz at church :D
Shared brownies with them, slacked for awhile.
Bryan was so kind to drop me off at his bus stop.
Then had to take the stupid crowded bus home.
Am watching cantonese drama now :D
So the emotionalzx, i like. HAHAHA.
K lah, baiiiii.
I can't help but miss you.

2009-07-25T14:03:00.002+08:00

IDK IDK IDK IDK.

2009-07-25T01:16:00.003+08:00

Roses are red,
Violets are blue.
I love chocolates,
And you should too.
- cutest person everrr :)
Wish you were mine again, i miss you.

2009-07-24T23:32:00.002+08:00

HI!!!!!!!!
Hahaha, so okay.
Yesterday, went to meet ian first at parkway.
Slacked with him for awhile.
Drew on him, and he got his revenge,
he drew all over my hand ):
Then keith came. (:
Then went to his school to meet adrian, pp and afiq.
Went to siglap macs to eat, well, i didn't eat.
HAHA, then went to katong for pool
and supposedly lan too, but in the end, just played pool.
Saw alec, nikkie, john marie, john paul, bryan,
najwa and cheri there by coincidence. :D
Met mark there too, then played pool with keith
and mark. Alec joined in halfway, tsk.
Then yeah, bought bubble tea.
Then slacked awhile then everyone left.
Bus to tampines with keith. :D
Met kemas in the bus, gave him the spicy sweet.
Watched him suffer in the bus, hehehe.
Then yeah, after that met mummy for dinner.
++++
Today, went to meet bestfriend. :D
Played lan for awhile, died twice in l4d.
Ran away from tanks as i always do.
HAHA, oh god, i just realised that i go to katong
every single bloody day, i need to get a life.
Seriouslyyyy, hahahaha.
Then yeah, walked to parkway..
Slacked in giant, threw chocolate chips
at random strangers, went to our staircase.
Threw chocolate chips there.
HAHAH, k, we sound damn retarded.
Then went to tamp to meet kush.
Then alec came, took retarded pictures
with alec, then slacked, then trained home.
I want milo dinosaur now. ):
But my throat is killing me alreadyyyyy.
Stupid headaches are back again.
And someone is testing my patience, argh.
Whatever, byezx.
Can you not be my everything?

2009-07-23T02:00:00.004+08:00

Hi, i are damn boredzx now.
Time check, its 2.01 in the morning.
Didn't go to school and not going.
Down with the flu, fever, cough and sore throat.
Nak mampos sia, all i did was sleep and sleep.
I AM WATCHING FRIENDS NOW, YAY, i like. :D
Conferenced with adrian and keith just now.
Learned that ma fan is actually chinese.
HAHAH, kkk, damn dumb lah.
I have no idea what to blog about.
Gudbai.
You know what to do.

2009-07-20T13:06:00.001+08:00

is fucking bullshit, thank you vair much.

2009-07-19T21:59:00.002+08:00

Had to wake up early for cat class this morning,
waiting for andrea outside church then went fr class.
After class, was supposed to go fr mass but chaoed.
Went to parkway with andrea, stuart and jeremy instead.
Went to macs to eat, jeremy was a little upset today, tsk.
Met darryl and bryan, then they went off to subway.
Was suppose to go play lan, but all had to leave soon.
Stuart left, then andrea's dad came to pick her up.
Took cab with jeremy, dropped him off at eunos mrt,
then continued the journey to home,
was damn tired, fell asleep as soon as i got home.
Then went to e!hub to watch harry potter with my mom.
HAHAHA, movie made no sense at all to me kayyyy.
Like everything has no link to one another, damn weird.
Gabriel said he didn't understand 3 quarters of the movie.
HAHAHA, okay, because he's dumb, stupid yi fan.
Yi fan is talking to me on msn nowwww,
i dont understand a word he's saying.
oh wellz, gubaizx.
idk idk idk idk idk

2009-07-18T23:30:00.003+08:00

Hey, haven't been updating reacently..
So yeah, taunned at khairi's house last night
with marcus, gabriel, gabrielle, shannon, zac,
denise, michael, audi, audi's girlfr, khairi and dinie.
HAHA, had alotta fun i guess. Had to keep hiding
from his parents, quite scary uhh.
After awhile, shaun and nicholas quek came.
Played rock band and sat on the roof top.
Then went up to drink with marcus, shaun and
khairi. :D vodka with coke is the sexxxxx.
Then the rest kinda fell asleep, so waited until
around 7am, then woke them up.
Wanted to go to simpang for prata,
but gabriel, shannon, denise went home.
So yeah, went to eat prata.
Then went back to khari's house with marcus.
Disturb him for awhile, then went to ehub with
khairi, dinie and marcus.
Was supposed to watch the haunting but
went to eat first, then the brother's left.
Then went to meet, gabriel, zain, alec,
cheri, najwa and nikkie. :D
Then took a bus to town, gossiped with nikkie
for the whole bus journey, about you-know-who. :D
Haha, then yeah, slacked and watched the
fireworks, camwhored with cheri's camera. :D
Okay, make that super sexy cameraaaaa.
Ahhhhhhhhhhh, i want want wantttt. ):
Then came back home and am watching the leap yearssss.
Woooooo, okay, gudbai.
Just so you know, i am waiting.

2009-07-16T00:01:00.002+08:00

Hello, i think i'm crazy.
Posting 4 times a day is a little retarded.
HAHA, but yeah, i'm bored.
I just chiong-ed homework,
3 english essays, handed in by tomorrow.
A little over the line right?
TELL ME ABOUT IT.
Insane teacher, hahaha.
I just remembered i have math homework too.
Oh god, seriously, homework can just go and die.
I'm tired, maybe i'm gonna crash soon.
But idk, maybe conferencing with adrian and keith.
But keith is chionging his compo and adrian
is probably bored to death and is falling asleep.
HAH, boys are so tempremental, like seriously.
Kay, ciao.
I don't know what to do;

2009-07-15T20:51:00.001+08:00

Yasmyn, cheer up, its not worth it.
love you long time babe.

2009-07-15T12:39:00.000+08:00

A SKYLIT DRIVE IS HOT HOT HEATTTTT.

2009-07-15T12:32:00.002+08:00

Hello. (:
I'm in the computer lab in school now,
having it lessons as usual.
Really bored, listening to a skylit drive (L)
Note to self: Do english essay corrections,
arguementive essay, practise essay, maths.
OKAY, STUPID HOMEWORK, suck my ballz.
i am craving for pool and lan nowwww.
JOAN CHEN IS READING WHATEVER I TYPE NOW.
bye.

2009-07-11T22:32:00.002+08:00

Its been very tiring lately.
Yesterday went to meet some of the clique at lan for awhile.
Then john paul and bryan were so kind to
accompany me to eat my curry chicken rice.
HAHA, hot seh the chilli, oh and bryan bought me sprite.
Hahaha, thank you! Then walked to parkway.
John came over for awhile, heart to heart talk again (:
Then he left, sent him down, waited for a cab with him.
Then yeah, went to bathe, then met alec at parkway.
Laughed at his botak screwed head with no hair.
HAHAHA, then went to play pool at katong again.
What a long walk, was damn lazy.
So yeah, pool was damn expensive,
and i was the one paying, stupid alec.
HAHA, after that went to the basement,
watched ghostbusters. :D damn scary uh, but whatever.
Then met zain and sheeka, walked over to parkway again.
Slacked at macs, saw jeremy, adrian, and two other guys there.
Said hi and everything, then went to smoke
with alec and jeremy, as usual, jeremy is damn annoying,
Then yeah, went back to macs, said bye to jeremy all,
then we all sent sheeka back :D
then went over to zain's house, listened to some mj,
camwhore a little, then i fell asleep, haha!
Why am i not surprised.
Alec fell asleep too okay, heheh.
Then yeah, went back in the morning.
Went for breakfast with alec first, then walked
him to bus stop, lent him money. -.-
HAHAHA. then came home and have been
using the computer ever since, oh god,
its been like 10 hours already.
Then kinda had trust issuses with nick again,
hahah, as always quarelling away with him.
Later conferencing with adrian and keith :D
Full of nonsense uh they, hehe.
There's cat class tmr, i better sleep early,
oh and i have lots of homework, damn.
I HATE DNT ):
bye.

2009-07-09T23:06:00.001+08:00

Hello, school's been fun lately. :D
Yay, and i have maths homework, yayyyyy.
I kinda love maths nowwwww.
Okay, ciao.
i'm in love with a critic and a sceptic.

2009-07-06T23:04:00.003+08:00

Hello, today sucked my balls.
Seriously, totally sucked my friggin balls.
So yeah, whatever, i don't even wanna
talk about it, what a waste of time.
This is why i totally hate birthdays.
But nevermind, i think my day was
much more productive then i thought
it was, but still wasn't good at all.
But yeah, i met ashley just now. :D
Went shopping at far east plaza.
Gossiped like hell as usual, HEHE.
Then bought my fedora (finally), and new shades.
Woooo, am veh happy. :D :D :D
Then went to eat pasta mania, ash was like
complaining about eating peas, hahahahah.
Then took mrt to ash's house. :D
Sat down for awhile, played operation.
Hahaha, quite lame but fun uh, cheap thrills.
Then yeah, jim came home, ignored him,
then went off to meet jamie at bedok inter.
Then took a train to e-hub to meet keith.
HAHAH, watched them bowl, then went to eat macs.
Then took a train back :D
Okay, my day sounds better now.
Thank you very much. :D
But whatever whatever whatever whateverrrrr.
Grrrr, stupid boy.

2009-07-06T00:34:00.002+08:00

Hello, guess i'm finally a year older. :D
can't wait to go shopping with bestfriend later!
Miss her, haven't seen her in damn long.
Anyways, will blog in the night, ciao ciao.
PS: thank you to everyone who has already wished me,
its very much appreciated. love you allllll. :D

2009-07-05T16:21:00.001+08:00

Thanks for ruining everything, seriously, thanks alot.

2009-07-04T23:16:00.003+08:00

Hey, so went to st pats today.
Was supposed to wake up at 8.30am,
ended up sleeping till 10am.
HAHA so yeah, was suppose to meet gab,
denise and hazirah at bedok interchange.
But yeah, met them at st pats instead.
Marcus and his nerds were with them.
Went into the school, straight away
saw daniel, aldren, myrza and gary.
Gary came and joined us, HAHAH,
for the whole day, so yeapp.
Walked around, saw alot of people i know.
Seriously, ALOT.
Then yeah, walked around with gary,
gab, denise, alec and marcus and his nerds.
Then met kush somewhere in between.
Then yeah, hazirah came and met us. :D
Walked around somemore... played the spinning
thing with alec once and hazirah twice.
Damn high after that, like super high.
Then yeah, alec went to meet zain.
Kush, denise and gab went to pasir ris or something.
Then me, hazirah and gary walked around for the
rest of the thing, sat around with jeremy all for
awhile.. HAHA, then yeah, walked
around somemore. -.-
Okay, the whole day was practically
spent walking around the school.
Slacked with john and his skaters for awhile too.
Ohmygodddd, saw all of them today,
like what the hell.
When can i ever see them all in one day?
Like ohmygodddd. ):
Then me gary and hazirah left for parkway.
Gary treated us macs. :D :D
Yay, thank youuuuu.
Then bus-ed home with gary.
Had a dinner after that, so yeah.
Went for it and just came back not long ago.
WOOOO, i am 200 bucks richer pppplllll. :D
HAHAH, OKAY, BAIIIIII.
i dont wanna fall for you, i dont wanna fall for you.
I REALLY DONT WANNA FALL FOR YOU.
am i? oh noooooo, please tell me no.

2009-07-03T23:33:00.002+08:00

Hello, i have to say this, i miss school.
Haven't gone since tuesday.
Its just crazy, but yeah, i was sick.
I've recovered pretty much.
So yeah, today, i went to crossfire.
Met hazirah and gab first,
then went inside to find marcus.
He was dota-ing like crazy, hah, loser.
So yeah, then haz, gab and me went
to eat prata :D Yummy.
Then went to find marcus and his nerds
again, went to the back alley to smoke.
Then yeah, played tap tap revenge with marcus.
HAHAH, that stupid boy keep winning.
Kay, then marcus and his nerds left, haz left too.
Then me and gab took a cab to block,
had to meet with alec in 31.
Met him, went to east coast skatepark.
Met bryan, chris, john marie, john paul
there. And two guys named darryl and daniel.
HAHA, hotties seh both :D
Me, alec and gab went to eat first, had to buy
milo and water for the two johns.
HAHA, then yeh, watched them skate and all.
They all went into the bowl, so yeah.
All of us ganged up on alec, made him stuck inside.
HEHEHE, we eventually let him out uh.
Oh and the stupid rope ladder slid down the thing,
in the mean while, rubbed against my leg,
so yeah, kenna rope burn, skin all came out.
Damn sick and disgusting.
HAHA. Then yeah, left to buy sprite,
then bus-ed home with alec and john marie.
I'm going to the st pats carnival tomorrow,
i'm not even sure why.
Can't wait to see bev and all, AND ZAIN!
YAY, okay, but after the carnival,
gotta go to some restaurant for dinner,
grandma's birthday, phhft.
okay, baiiiiii.
SHERLYN TEO!!!! WHY HASN'T THAT GIRL REPLIED?!?!
OUR HOBBY IS NOT FUN IF SHE DOESN'T EVER EVER REPLY.
HAHAHAHA.

don't make this easy, i want you to mean it.

2009-07-01T22:47:00.002+08:00

As much as i don't wanna admit,
i kinda maybe sorta a little can't help but miss you.

2009-07-01T18:17:00.003+08:00

Hello, guess i was right.
I'm am falling sick.
It sucks being sick,
you feel damn disabled.
HAHAHA okay, that was nonsense.
I didn't go to school today,
had a fever and headache last night.
Kept sneezing too, argh, nose is all redish.
So yeah, stayed at home the whole day,
muneera was so sweet to call and ask
why i didn't go to school. (:
LOVE YOU BABY, hahaha!
Heard some stuff today that really made
me sad all over again.
I still don't know what to do about it.
And its been 1 month and 5 days!
Oh god, come to think of it,
its ALREADY BEEN 1 month and 5 days.
Maybe i should really stop hanging on like this huh?
Oh, look who wants to webcam now. ):
Okay, you know what, screw it.
Bye.

2009-06-30T11:16:00.001+08:00

Hello. (:
I'm in school's computer lab now.
HAHA, having IT lesson :D
We're allowed to do whatever we want.
Wooo, taking my temperature now, so dumb.
I'm bored, had pe just now, tired and so full.
Having DNT later, so gross, hate the teacher.
Anyways, will blog at night i guess.
Bye.
baby i miss you.

2009-06-29T18:31:00.002+08:00

THIS IS MY BABY MUNEERA! (:

So pretty right, yes yes, i know!

She's the bestest bestfriend you could ever have,

the bestest listening ear you could ever find and

the bestest advice giver on earth.

And i would not be the retarded person i am today,

if not for her. HAHAHA.

AND I LOVE HERRRRRRRRRR SO SO MUCH!

2009-06-29T18:17:00.002+08:00

Hello hello hello.
So yeah, today was the starting of school.
School was alright, except the fact that
i have to sit infront from now on, ew.
Muneera and Jamie didn't come to school,
so yeah, classes weren't that fun.
Gwen gwen wasn't there either, haha,
that girl kenna quarentined! HAHAHAHA.
Tmr we have pe! That means we get to
see Mr Lee! Hot ass teacherrrrrrrr.
HAHA, okay, so school ended at 1.45pm.
Then went off to meet marcus, deon and
some other guys to go crossfire.
Reached there, played L4D for a little while,
then Gab and Denise came :D
Then we went to eat prata, yay.
So fattening but yeah, filled up now.
Then Denise went off, me, gab and marcus
took a bus back.
Okay, i am not feeling very well now,
maybe i'll sleep early tonight.
But oh well, talking to denise and muneera baby
on msn now. :D I MISS YOU MUNEEEEERAAAA.
Ciao.

2009-06-28T20:07:00.002+08:00

My right eyelid keeps on twitching,
i'm getting really paranoid about it.
Its been twitching every 10 minutes since
last night. I have a feeling something bad's
gonna happen or something like that, oh god.

2009-06-28T18:18:00.002+08:00

Hellozx.
Woke up very early today, around 7.30am.
Went to meet Marcus, Denise, Gab and Hazirah
at paya lebar, sat around.
Then Zain, Sheeka and Alec came to meet us.
Took separate cabs to kallang leisure park,
watched separates movies too.
Jamie met us there, HAHA.
Me, Marcus, Denise and Gab watched drag me
to hell, HAHA, finally! Scary shit man, urgh.
Then the others watched transformers, HAHA.
I love Shia lebouf! Major hotttttaaaayyyyeee :D
Then yeah, after that, went to the esplanade,
sat around again, met Kush and his cousin.
Then i left, the rest went to pasir ris or smth..
Took 36 from esplanade allllllll they wayyyyyyy
to parkway, took 1 whole bloody hour man.
WHAT A WASTE OF TIME OKAY.
Listened to music all the way.
Reached parkway, met ian, althea, tiara and iskandar?
Yeap, then yeah, hanged around, watched ian
gay around about everything.
Then mummy came to fetch me, so yeah,
i'm at my aunty's house, bored to death.
School's starting tmr, can't blog so often anymore.
Oh well, will do so when i have time.
Ciao ciao. :D

2009-06-27T13:08:00.003+08:00

Okay, now i feel the pain from yesterday.
My arms and back are aching like crazy.
I don't wanna move anymore, because
each time i fucking move, it hurts like hell.
Oh and yeah, got my new phone already.
Yay, no more spolit buttons. Wooooo.
Omg, i need to seriously go shopping.
Last night i went to tampines cotton on,
saw naomi there by accident. HAHA.
Hugged her and all. So much for wanting to
go shopping at cotton on together huh babe! (:
Oh oh oh, and i saw alot of things i wanted. ):
But only bought my purple dress, yay, finallyyyyy.
Then went to charles and kieth to get my gladiator sandles,
but they had no size for the design i wanted.
So sad i tell you. ):
And cotton on was already closing, so couldn't get
it from there either. ):
Okay, my arms are hurting even while typing this.
Gudbai.

2009-06-26T18:24:00.003+08:00

Heyho.
Back from competition.
We did well, yay, go KC :D
We won B div and C div overral champion. (:
I had two events, C div 10 crew and B div 20 crew.
Won third and first respectively, idk when we're getting the medals.
So yeah, this morning, met the team at sch.
Took the shuttle bus to marina barrage.
Its such a boring place really, i don't understand
why people like to go there. HAHA.
Then yeah, went there settled down.
Walk around with sherlyn and talked nonsense.
Then had warm ups, but the heats was cancelled.
So yeah, we went straight to the finals. :D
Then yeah, had from like 10am - 2pm to do nothing.
So yeah, drank free redbull, tasted gross. HAHA.
Redbull sucks big time, it made me sleepy.
Fell asleep for awhile. hehehehehehe.
Then yeah, was our turn to row.
Luckily i wasn't pacer, i would've died.
HAHA, so yeah, after that race,
had another race straight after that,
was damn damn damn tired.
Wait wait, make that still am damn damn tired.
Then after everything, had prize presentation.
Saw some really hot guy with braces from ACS. :D :D :D
HAHAH, looked abit like someone i know.
Then took the shuttle bus back to sch.
Took a cab home, i feel like sleeping.
But i can't, gotta meet my mummy to buy my phone.
woooooo, finally, my phone now is spoiled to the core.
Okay, ciao ciao, will blog later on if i have to.
bye.
When we first broke up, i wondered how i could
possibly survive a day without you.
But look how time flies, its been a month,
yet you still can't seem to get how i feel.
But since i've survived one month without you,
i don't think forever should be a problem.
But fyi, i still miss you.

2009-06-26T02:12:00.004+08:00

Heyaz.
Time check, its 2.12 am, what am i still doing up?
I've have to wake up at 6.40 tmr,
okay, wait, make it today.
Oh welllll, so yeah, went to meet jamie
just now, went to play lan again.
Met sonia, natalie and chan there coincidentally.
Then yeah, bus-ed home with jamie.
Jamie got off first, then this weird guy
came and sat next to me, when there was
so many other empty seats.
So yeah, was freaking out and texting
Marcus loh, faggot face. HAHA.
Played karaoke party with bev. :D
Its fun, cheap thrills.
Oh nooooo.
Competition's today.
Just hope everything goes well uh.
K, goodnight. (:

2009-06-25T14:58:00.003+08:00

Oh noooo.
I think i'm falling sick.
I keep sneezing and my muscles are
aching like damn badly.
Just when the competition's tmr and
school's about to start in 4 days.
What the hell man.
Speaking about school, i haven't
even started on my holiday homework.
And did i mention school's starting
in FOUR BLOODY DAYS?!
And i have like Literature, English,
Maths and Chinese to do.
I'm contemplating on whether i should
even start on homework when i know
its almost impossible i complete it.
I'd rather go on a shopping spree.
Oh and by the way, you people should
really start saving up.
Don't worry, its for a good cause. :D
HAHA, you'll see in 11 days.
Okay, bye, i'll blog later.

2009-06-24T23:42:00.002+08:00

Okay, hello.
Third time blogging today, damn damn bored.
So yeah, just now, went to meet sonia and nat.
Played L4D as usual, this time, blood harvest.
Woo, passed, and i didn't die for once,
there were alotta tanks, i kept running away.
HAHAHA, i'm damn coward.
They didn't wanna play VS ):
I love being smoker, har harrrrrrrr.
Okay, my hair is still wet, damn annoying.
CHAR SIEW PAUUUUUU.

2009-06-24T17:34:00.003+08:00

SHERLYN, THIS IS OLI, MY BOYFRIEND. :D

2009-06-24T15:21:00.003+08:00

Hello.
This is a temporary blogskin till i find a better one.
So yeah, went for training today, was damn slack.
I practically didn't row at all, hehe.
After training, went to kfc to eat as usual.
Then took 16 and 15 back with elly.
I'm dead tired now, no one good's online
to entertain me, its a scheme!
Supposed to meet alec and kush,
but i don't know, hah, boys.
Okay, i'll blog later on. Tonight,
conferencing with bev, nao and (?).
HAHA. okay, ciao.

i'll watch you like a movie, sing you like a song.

2009-06-23T02:06:00.002+08:00

Let me tell you how i spent my day ;
first, met jamie at parkway around 6.
then walked around, bought pack, told her about stuff.
then met alec tan, sat at macs for awhile.
saw alotta people there, so weird.
then decided to go to tampines to meet kush.
went there, watched alec play drum mania.
stupid freak didn't let me play one stage, selfish fuck.
hahaha, then went to play ddr, gotten worst. ):
we lost alec for awhile, turns out he was with kush.
kush didn't even come and say hi, soo rude, tsk.
then yeah, trained back home with music in my ears with them.
i need some bubble tea nowwwwww, oh and i have a new boyfr.
guess who? OLI OLI OLI OLI! hot hot heat, swear.
okay, msning with bev and nao now, guess i'll stop here.
ciao ciao.

2009-06-22T14:59:00.003+08:00

I don't know why but i feel much stronger than yesterday.
because i don't wanna give a fuck about it anymore.
hahahaha, feels good giving up, should've done this
a long time ago, because its just not worth my time.

that's because you dont know how much it hurts.

2009-06-22T02:05:00.003+08:00

When you said you'll always be there for me, i believed you.
But i'm afraid i believed you wrongly. Don't do this to me please.
You're not the only one i have problems with, so please, lighten my load.

please save me from myself.

2009-06-21T20:12:00.005+08:00

Hello.
so yesterday, went to althea's house. :D
had some fun playing dumb games as usual, haha, cheap thrills core.
then went to meet john at his dad's shop, jen was there too, he's scary.
i was trying to avoid him the whole time, i think he looks like a fly, freaky.
okay, then went to play lan for an hour, wah, knnbccb, they cheat like hell.
noclip all the way, cheebye, then they spawn 5 tanks, then went inside
the fucking safe room and fucking closed the door, such nice friends right.
then obviously i died, HAHAH, 5 TANKS AND ONLY ONE ME, wtf right.
so yeah, then after that, went back to his shop, took a cab with his mother, john and jen
to the wake, felt very uneasy, like a total outsider, HAHA.
then was forced to gamble with john's aunty and uncles. HAHA, weird core.
so yeah, lost two bucks then stopped playing.
met nikkie. :D then walked around and did nothing.
oh yeah, then we just sat a the table, listening to john's dad nag for like 2 hours.
at least that kept me awake, everytime i taun, i fall asleep eventually.
HAHAH, omg, then it was his aunty's turn to nag, make that, another 30 mins?
so shiok listening to them nag, hahaha, damn funny also.
then walked around again, messed up josh's hair, slacked, talked with john, :D
hahah, i love having heart to heart talks with him, because he knows me so well,
practically inside out, he gives the best advice ever, even though he's irritating.
john borrowed my band, wore like just like how pierson wears it. HAHA.
so dumb, then yeah, morning already, watched them have prayers and
off to mandai, i felt like crying just watching them pray, but yeah, people
would have thought i was dumb or stupid. hha, then yeah.
i tried to be strong during the cremation, just couldn't, so teared abit.
all uncle david's siblings were crying like mad, even a young boy.
so yeah, taha-ed my tears, then i saw john crying, josh was too.
so was aunty, so yeah, i just felt hopeless seeing so many people crying.
then i kept thinking about this whole thing happen to my love ones,
as in them dying, thought too much and i teared again.
omg you people must think i'm just stupid or something ah.
haha, then yea, made sure john was okay and everything.
then we went to eat, then john sent me home in a cab.
hahaha, so nice. :D came back, fell asleep, just woke up, so shiok. :D
oh and i asked john last night, if he would come to my funeral and if he would cry.
he said yea, of course. so sweet, love you john paul. (:
hahaha, then yeah, i'm still having troubles of my own to handle,
but its just too much, maybe i'm just paranoid.
oh god, where's John paul when you need him? Ian tan when you need him?
Your bestfriend when you need her? Alec when you need him?
Zain when you need him? Nikkie when you need her?
Muneera when you need her? Kush when you need him? Adrian when you need him?
Ashley when you need her? Ian goh when you need him?
i love these people, they never fail to be there for me, until today, its an acception.
i told them i just need a little alone time, to think about what's best.
i'll blog tmr :D maybe going shopping with ashley, yay, haven't seen her in awhile.
xoxo. i really hope the answer to the questions i ask you later will be the answers i wanna hear, those 3 words from you is all
i need to leave the rest of the world behind. so baby, do you wanna break or make this hint of love, tell me darling, do you wish we
fall in love. i really miss you, please come back soon, i can't function the same when you're not here, so please lord, help me?

picture perfect, pathetic.

2009-06-20T16:13:00.002+08:00

OH NO, OH NO, WHAT AM I GONNA DO. ):
I. AM. SO. STRESSED.

Baby, scream me a love song.

2009-06-19T23:44:00.005+08:00

Why are you like that? Are you deprived?
You know it hurts right, stop adding salt to the wound then.
Maybe you're just doing this on purpose.
Aren't there other people?
You already did this once to her, now me?
Who's next? _____ & _____?
Be a little more considerate okay?
This means alot more than you think to me.
We might be over and whatever already,
but spare me the fucking pain will you?
At least i don't go around and do what you do.
Oh yeah, i wanna get one thing straight, you're not all that.
So just seriously stop thinking that you are.
You think everyone likes you, honestly, most of them don't.
And secrets are meant to be kept, ever heard of privacy and loyalty?
But maybe i'm just being paranoid and just thinking too much.
People say if it happens i should be supportive of it, how am i suppose to do that?
I should really stop thinking so much about what ifs.
So tell me, what hurts more? Thinking that you hate him?
Or knowing that you don't? I just totally wanna give up on this.
Alot of things are happening, all at one point of time.
Its just too much too handle. Maybe i've wasted too much time on this.
You think so? Yeah, i think so too. I should just stop contridicting myself.
I just realise i can spoil my own mood, what a loser. I feel damn lousy.
Is hanging on like this still worth it?
Nevermind, tomorrow's gonna be a better day, at least i think so, nah, i'll make it so.
+++
Alec, i hope you're feeling better (: stop thinking so much about it okay?
anything i'm always here for you, i hope you already know that.
be strong, prove your point and don't break your promises this time.
its the only chance you have left, treasure it.
everything will be fine, just think positively, haha.
i don't think you'll even read this, nevermind, hahah.
Oh, and thank you bev, alec, marcus, sheeka, kush and ian goh for making me feel better.
haha, sorry for annoying you all, should really stop mention him all the time.
okay, i'm tired, i'm going to sleep now, its 5.04am, wonder what time i'll wake up.
haha, okay, bye.
+++
Someone asked me if i missed you.
I didn't answer, i just closed my eyes and walked away.
Then i whispered, "so much."
Everyday people ask me, "are you two together?"
You don't know how much it hurts to tell them, "no, we're just friends."
I wish i could stop loving you.
I'm tired of hurting knowing you don't care.
I'm tired of crying knowing you have no idea.
I'm sorry that i love you and wasted so much tears.
When life offers you a dream so far beyond your expectations,
It's not reasonable to grieve about it when it comes to an end.
i miss you, you jolly well know it.

2009-06-19T16:04:00.001+08:00

leroy is awesome.

2009-06-19T15:37:00.002+08:00

WHAT THE HELL OKAY.

I get what you mean.

2009-06-19T11:31:00.004+08:00

hellozx. i have a major headache now.
hurts like chaocheebye-ingly much. ):
i miss jamie maria de souza!!!!!!
yeah yeah, everything's my fault lah okay.
i suck, i step people, i'm nothing, happy?
isn't that what you said? isn't that what everyone thinks.
i still miss you, you have no idea how much, seriously.
i have like no reasons to be happy about anymore.
when you were here, you were all the reasons.
and now you're not, what am i suppose to do when
the best part of me was always you, what am i suppose
to say when i'm all choked up that you're okay.
this may be just lyrics from a song, but it explains
how i'm feelings. its already been 24 days.
i've been crying every night just because of it.
and i can't stand the fact that we're still talking everyday.
and you're attitude has just completely changed since then.
you're like always so sad and moodless now, i really don't
want that. even though we're done. ): i really still want
you to be yourself happpy dumb self, just like last time.
i can't accept that face that i'm not able to talk to you
the same way like last time, i really miss everything
we used to do together, everything, you know it.
i'm sorry, but you mean so much more than this.
i still love you baby, i need you back.

2009-06-18T14:31:00.001+08:00

HI I AM BACK. hahahah.
it wazzzz veryyyy niceeeee.
i'm too lazy to blog or anything so yeah.
aku nak tidur, ciao.